Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Wishcasting Wednesday


Jamie has asked us today - What help do you wish to receive? I read this last night - being on the West coast I saw it at 9pm. I couldn't answer it then - to raw still I guess. So I will suck it up and say - help understanding my daughter's actions and clearer understanding of how/if I have contributed to this somehow. Help to not feel so deeply hurt myself. Friends who know what we have been through with Hanna since she came to live here all the time have asked me, "Do you feel relieved Sarah?" You would think I would as she has created huge stress here. My head knows she is getting the help she needs to be a functional human!!! I'm saddened that I could not give that to her - and not clear on why she could not accept that help from me. I guess my heart has not let go yet. Nor should it I suppose. So help with healing for all of us please!!!
Blessing, Sarah

20 comments:

Melissa said...

I will send prayers!!!

boylerpf said...

You've got your wish from me today...a prayer for understanding.

Gail H. Ragsdale said...

You know you have my support always.

Susie Pastor said...

Sarah, God bless you my dear. You dont HAVE to understand everything in life. Just know that everything happens for a reason and although that reason isnt clear to you now it will be someday. At least that is the wisdom that carried me through many traumatic times in my life. You are not alone.
Susie

Pamela said...

As Sarah wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

I agree with Susie Pastor about knowing that there is a reason for the way things happen. All you can do is be the best you, do what you can for others and let God take care of the rest. He has a plan for your daughter and I pray you both feel His love and guidance in these tough times.

Love and prayers to you!

Renee said...

No Sarah, nor should it. You are not letting go.

Love and wishes that come true.

xoxo

Light and Shadow Studio said...

Sarah, I don't know the exact circumstances but I have a son who has been very troubled the past two years. I understand what you feel. Sometimes I think as a woman we feel that somehow everything hinges on us and that we can fix everything if we try hard enough. We can't and we have to allow others their free agency to choose. I have just learned to let go of a lot of it and just love them. Love is by far the greatest thing we can offer. I know you have a lot of that to give. I will say a few prayers for you too. Take care, Tammy

Micki said...

Good wishes and big hugs for you in troubled times!

Micki x

Sarah said...

Thank you all so very much!!!
Hugs, Sarah

Judi said...

As Sarah wishes for herself and her family, so I also wish for healing and understanding for her and her family.

We can only do our best for our children and leave the rest to the Power that is.

Tally said...

Sarah, I wish you and your familiy the best.

Herzliche Grüsse an deinen Ehemann
:-Tally-:

Tabitha in Bliss said...

As Sarah wishes for herself, so I wish for her also. I send you many prayers.

Snap said...

As Sarah wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Hugs, dear one.

Jamie said...

As Sarah wishes for herself and her loved ones, so I wish for her also.

You are in my heart,
hugs,
Jamie

Genie Sea said...

As Sara wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

May your burdens ease and your questions be answered. Hugs!

mermaid said...

I don't know the details of what is going on with your daughter Hanna, but please let me send some metta your way.

May you remember that you are doing the best you can.

May you know that your daughter loves you, and you love her, even in the darkest of times.

May your environment support you when you are feeling like you cannot take any more.

May this mother open her arms to you as a mother trying to help your child.

May you find peace.

Her Speak said...

As Sarah wishes for herself, so I wish also!~*

(((healing hugs)))
Much Joy~*
Molly

Silvia said...

i wish for you, what you wish for yourself :)

take care!

myrope said...

As Sara wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

hugs

Fatma said...

I wish for Sarah and her daughter healing and peace.

May God's love carry you through this and may the angels surround you with their loving care.

Much love from one Mom to another.

Fatma