Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Wishcast Wednesday..wish deep..
Our dear Jamie asked us to answer this wish today...What is your deepest wish?? As always she taps into whatever I seem to be working on , because she is amazing that way! Back in November I wrote this post. I had lightening sizzling around me and new challenges being brought to the table by my Muse! I have been working on this for the last month..thinking on and contemplating the direction I shall go. Now that my classes are done for the semester and I have a few weeks..it is time to let the lighting loose and see where it strikes!
I know I have spoken of this before..illustrating..I want to seriously make this happen. I am making connections and working towards understanding the process of offering up my work for this purpose. I love the fact that as an artists..what ends up on the paper is what was in my head. Sometimes that is a challenge. I have found my groove.
I alluded to lost passions in that post..things that I had placed on the shelf. Parts of me that have been pushing to be pulled down and used again. I didn't really say much about what that really was. Over the last couple years of blogging I have been asked to share my voice.. the singing one..the trained voice. Yeah..that one. I have pushed that away..set it aside that musical part of me. As though somehow I could make disappear. LOL, silly girl. It is as much a part of me as breathing. I am going to bring that part of me forward, off the shelf and share it. Gulp..yup I am gonna share my voice here. My beautiful daughter Hanna has agreed to record something with me to offer up. Love ya hon!!
A funny thing happened after I posted that intention...a dear friend offered something to me ..something I have longed for.. a mandolin! The wish answered so quickly, thank ya hon..you know who you are!! I cannot wait to get that beauty and Let Fly with the music. I need to sing again, make music again! That creative part of me longs to be let loose. So I am posting it here..so you all can reinforce that wish!
So here it is...wishing big here!! My hearts desire is to Let Fly with the creative parts of myself. To see my artwork develop this year into an illustrating career. To be offered the opportunity to make a writer's vision be realized through my artwork. For myself..my deepest wish is to let my voice free, to sing and let that be heard. Scares that heck out of me but I am gonna follow my Muses urging and let the warrior woman in my soul Let Fly! I am gonna go big!!
Thank you for wishing with me all! I have missed you! Hugs and love, Sarah