Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Our darling Jamie has asked us today..."What do we wish to experience?" Well..honestly today..I just want to feel better again..I still am not myself. It isn't helping that I have kiddos here all day, every day. There has been no time to rest. But I know I will feel better soon..so I guess I will look for something deeper here.
I wish to experience more balance between the stress that seems huge right now in every area of my life and the fun relaxed time. I feel like I am running from one thing to the next..never quite finishing what I was doing, before I rush to the next fire. My platter is too full and I wish to experience a plate again. I would like to do that without loosing the things I enjoy doing. Because as women..isn't that what we always do..let go of the things that give us pleasure first? I don't mind a full plate..honestly I like it! Just not disorganized like it is at present. I can go with the flow pretty well when it all goes to hell..but when this happens constantly..it makes me crazy. I just can't seem to get my feet under me for more than a day or two. So..I am thinking I need to stop and breathe and organize my thoughts and figure out what to say no to and quit being so hard on myself when things are not completed..like the dishes or the laundry or the paperwork or....well you know what I mean. So I wish to experience some breathing room and more balance in my life. What do you wish to experience? Namaste, Sarah